Monday, November 26, 2012


Temporary is Fading

Who are they; those who trot hopelessly to their ruin with the invisible rider lashing their backs till raw skin remains? Each one limited by the stiff blinders shielding either side of their eyes, blocking and impairing their peripheral vision. They are like show horses: doing as they are told, practicing misleading teachings, fixed in a trance, while remaining thoughtless toward their untrustworthy owner.

Naturally, we are born as children of wrath, led by the Prince of the Air. When we remained in the authority of the evil one we were obedient to his command and enslaved by the chains of wickedness. Only through grace, given by the Most High, are we ever freed. There is a great war in our mist. From the beginning of time until the present moment there is an ongoing battle for our souls. The enemy prowls around like a roaring lion seeking to devour anyone available to his claws. Greed, hate and the consuming desire for control has become his mistress.

More often than not, we forget about these hidden powers. We are distracted by the temporary, visible things we experience on a daily bases. We have forgotten about the battle. Instead, we have surrounded ourselves with blankets of safety and settle in the sweetness of forgiveness and love, while ignoring the trumpet blast for the Saints to enter into battle. As believers we are instructed to follow our fearless leader, the Sacrificial Lamb, taking up our cross as we leave behind our own lives. We are to stand firm on the victory of the Son as we equip ourselves with the King’s Armor. Our lives were not spared so that we may build walls of security for ourselves, but to build upon His great and everlasting Kingdom. The task may seem difficult, even painful due to the demand of dismissing a life of self-gratification. He is worthy! Let us rest knowing He never leaves us nor forsakes us. His promises last for eternity and fulfilled to completion.

“His divine power has given us everything we need for life and godliness through our knowledge of him who called us by his own glory and goodness. Through these he has given us his very great and precious promises, so that through them you may participate in the divine nature and escape the corruption in the world caused by evil desires.”

The illustration of the horse was originally inspired by a newly acquainted friend from Spain. It’s amazing how you can meet people from across the world in such a place as ours. Ashton and I had the opportunity to befriend this woman from Spain during her time of vacation. After conversing with her we found later on she claimed to have had similar beliefs as we did. But as we dug deeper into her understanding, sadly her realization of ultimate truth was dismissed over tradition. The tradition overtook truth, leaving her with an empty knowledge of the Son’s power and importance. She was raised in a country that saw ultimate truth simply as another religion used as moral practices, not a revolutionary life giving gift of grace. She refused to believe the Son to be the way, truth, and life. She further rejected the Son to be the only way people can come to the Father and enter into eternity. She believed if you are a good enough person you will receive entrance into heaven. The wrath of the Father and His perfect glory seemed unimportant to her.

How often this happens! So many people have a higher view of people than they do toward the Father and Son. It is so important for Believers to cling to truth and engage in scripture. Otherwise, we turn our focus from the Son onto people. We twist our priorities and lower our view of the King. Though the Son has revived the souls of Believers, the enemy can still twist and manipulate the mind. Be alert. Be self-controlled. But always cast your anxiousness on Him who cares for you. We are not in this battle alone. We have the Body of the Son and the Spirit within.

Our hope remains in the Son. In addition to that hope, it truly is a blessing to see the Father’s hand over this place. Ashton and I have been blessed in encounters among local believers here. They continue in their efforts for the Kingdom as their fire burns brightly because of the Son! The Father is moving, stirring and rising up His people in this area. This is encouraging for our hearts, especially when there is still much darkness dwelling here. Recently, Ashton and I witnessed the largest festival in our area, the Tabot Festival. This festival originated from Iran. The festival began due to mourning over the death of Muhammad’s grandson. The festival was then taken from Iran to our area. As the years have passed animism has crept in causing fear among the locals. Many believe if our Southeast Asian city does not participate in such festival, our city will be left in ruins. There are many evil presences here that have even harmed the very bodies of the disobedient individuals who do not contribute to the Tabot.

This life is but a breath. Use it accordingly, for only He is worthy of every moment of that breath. Let our perspective be eternity focused, not a temporary focus on the fading things of this world. No longer participate in the pattern of this world, but be renewed in your mind so that you can test and approve of what His Will is, His good, and pleasing and perfect Will!

I can’t believe how fast the time here has gone…… I literally cannot grasp time. I feel like a completely different person even in these 6 months. The Father has been gracious in His patience with me. I have much to understand as His child. I’m thankful for His presence and consistency in my life. In Ashton and I’s last moments here we ask for much pr*yer. We desire to share the Good News to these people: Pr*y for divine appointments, boldness, and words from the Spirit. Furthermore, I ask personally that the verses from Romans 12 and 2 Peter 1 with echo in my heart and mind. I cling to the promise of His work coming to completion in me. How much I yearn to know Him more. How much I crave to please Him. Pr*y my heart will continue to grow in the knowledge and desire for the Son. Thank you for your constant support in our efforts here. The unity among Believers is always a comfort and joy to be a part of.

Following verses:

Romans 12

Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. Be devoted to one another n brotherly love. Honor another above yourselves. Never be lacking n zeal but keep your spiritual fervor, serving the Father. Be joyful n hope, patient n affliction, and faithful in prayer. Share with the Father’s people who are in need. Practice hospitality. Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse. Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn. Live in harmony with one another. Do not be proud, but be willing to associate with people of low position. Do not be conceited. Do not repay anyone evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everybody. If it is possible as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone. Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave room for the Father’s wrath, for it is written: It is mine to avenge; I will repay. Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.

2 Peter

For this very reason, make every effort to add to your faith goodness, and to goodness, knowledge, and to knowledge, self-control; and self-control, perseverance, and to perseverance, godliness and to godliness brotherly kindness and to brotherly kindness, love. For if you possess these qualities in increasing measure, they will keep you from being ineffective and unproductive in your knowledge of the Son. But if anyone does not have them, he is nearsighted and blind, and has forgotten that he has been cleansed from his past sins.

 

 

 

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Counting All As Rubbish


Considering yourself more than you ought comes with ease. For a humbled and contrite heart it must enter into the fire of affliction and refinement. Placing yourself above others originates naturally. Sacrificing, and surrendering your life for the sake of your neighbor, brother, sister, stranger or enemy reaches far beyond the human nature’s capability. Sitting tall and comfortably in the crippling chair amongst the scoffers strengthens the beast within. Kneeling before your accusers, with a controlled tongue and the absence of defense on your lips glorifies the Everlasting King.

“He must become greater I must become less.”

Your heart is truly the wellspring of life. If the heart contains self-seeking intentions and filthy motives your actions flow from the contents within. Foolish are those who believe their dirt can be sweep underneath a removable rug. Though, for a time the grime may be hidden from the naked eye, the Father sees and searches all. The Father understands perfectly and distinguishes His creation better than the very created knows itself. He knows when they sit, when they rise, and can even perceive their thoughts from afar. He is familiar with all their ways and before a word touches their tongue He discerns it completely.

If we aren’t trying to hide our dirt, we are fixing ourselves, or at least attempting to. Why can’t we rest in His power over sin? Why can’t we lay down our defenses and narrow-minded thinking? Why do we have this need to be in control? Give up. Surrender. If you are spending all your time cleaning up your sin, your eyes are taken away from the Son. The focus sets on the depravity of your life and not on the Victory over death. Yes, please recognize your NEED for the Son. Yes, please see there is nothing inside you that is good, except His presence. But don’t forget about His grace, power, love, majesty, desire, reign and glory! If our focus is more on self than the Ultimate Goal we need to get realigned!

“Seek first His Kingdom and His Righteousness!”

Life is like a breath. Time here continues to seep through my fingers just a sand trickles down the curves of an hour glass. Honestly, taking hold of everything I am given here is not an easy task. There are many moments I had in which I did not fully take advantage of, but I am learning! I am young in my understanding and the greatness of the Almighty. I am still trying to grasp the obedience in living life for the King, but oh how gracious He is toward me. His grace does not give me excuses to be lazy, selfish, nor fickle whenever I choose to be. However, His grace does free me from guilt and regret. He sovereignly guides my steps in the impressions of His Son’s footprints. His grace allows my heart to repent and learn and grow in His incomparable wisdom.

One of my greatest joys being in Southeast Asia is the deepened desire and understanding of the Father and the Son. He continues to reveal himself to this undeserving being. How incredible this gift is. He has challenged me and refined me through the Active Word and among the various people here. I never knew how wonderful, trying, painfully glorious it is to be in the midst of a different culture and in the fellowship of like-minded people. The Father sends us to places, crosses our paths with certain people, and has intimately arranged our very bodies for His purpose. And through His purpose He draws our hearts to His.

Recently, Ashton and I continue to seek locals in the community for extended information in our furthering research on their culture. During the interviews, we have had a handful of opportunities to share the good news. What an amazing role we have been given in shining truth bearing light in a darkened world! Humbling to know he uses the weak to share this incredible message to all people. Though the role brings much excitement, it also brings many challenges. We have to be patient in the harvest. Seems in many of our conversations the seed will fall on soil and even beings to sprout. But when we return for a follow up and more in-depth conversations we discover the sprouted seed had been shriveled by the heat or choked by thorny thistles. These trying instances remind us where true joy comes from, the SON.  We are not promised to see results or people to be unveiled from a life of lies nor promised reaping from what has been sown, but we are giving lasting promises in His name: He is our good shepherd.

“I know my sheep and my sheep know me- just as the Father knows me and I know the Father- and I lay down my life for the sheep. I have other sheep that are not of the sheep pen. I must bring them also. They too will listen to my voice, and there shall be one flock and one shepherd. The reason my Father loves me so that I lay down my life- only to take it up again. No one takes it from me, but I lay it down of my own accord.”

We have a calling given to us by the Almighty: to share His name across the globe! But the sending out should never trump over the recognition of His Glory and unstoppable power!

Consider Isaiah: When Isaiah stood before the Throne Isaiah witness the great, breathtaking, earth shaking splendor bursting from the radiance of the Everlasting King. In the mist of this incredible scene the King called out: “Who will go for us and who will I send.” Isaiah said, “Send me!”  The King sent Isaiah to desolate people; desolate people who neither desire truth nor accepted truth! They despised truth! Yet, Isaiah went not for the people, but out of obedience, desire, and awe struck wonder for the Majesty! Isaiah’s desire in sharing the good news first sprung from his aspiration for the King! Often we place others before the King. Anything before the King is idolatry, even if the works being done seems wrapped in truth, if it takes the place of HIM it is only bloody, filthy, reeked packed rags.

My point: First seek Him. First recognize and worship His holy name. “For it is by grace you have been saved, through fa*th –and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of the King – not by works, so that no one can boast. For we are the Creator’s workmanship, created in the Son to do good works, which the Creator prepared in advance for us to do!”

Let us remember to trust in His control and reign over all. Let us not get lazy in our command. But let us go forth with zeal for His Kingdom! Let us go forth in zeal for His name and Glory!

This week Ashton and I witness our first animal sacrifice. There are mixed views in our people’s perspective toward animal sacrifice. Some believe it is a commemoration on behalf of Abraham’s obedience towards the command given from the Great Father to sacrifice his son (not Isaac but Ishmeal in their belief). They celebrate the replacement the Great Father gave instead of Abraham’s son dying on the stony alter. Others believe it is the anointing for their sins. Honestly, either view misses the complete point of the story. They do not grasp the prevision of a substitution sacrifice provided by the Great Father to atone sins forever. Meaning the substitution sacrifice was not given to just one son, but the substitution sacrifice was for all men by the death of one, perfect man, the Great Father’s Son!

The sight was repulsive. I’ve never seen blood spilled in such quantities like the cow slopped into the prepared hole next to its neck. I admit I’ve never seen even an animal butchered in America……. So consequently it was slightly shocking for my stomach. The images and the nausea did not compare to the following happenings. The climax of this display came when a woman in the crowd dipped both her bare feet in the pool of blood. In their eyes, in their understanding the blood brings healing…… How far this understanding is from the truth: She was covered by the wrong blood. Only the blood of the Son can heal her.